Friday, January 13, 2006 11:06 PM
haha, decided to post something today to let all of you acknowledge my existance since i have been quite inactive for some time. =)
School is really busy for me, at least for the past 2 weeks since school has started. I am really sick of school life.Since the OGLs( karin and james) mentioned about their sch life, then i shall continue with mine.
I actually realised this few days ago when i was on my way home. I have totally no feelings for school life. Which means that for the past one year, going to school is only like going to the loo to me, going in and coming out of it. (what do u all think of the description?). What can i take back from school each day, and what exactly has the school given me? Maybe it's just some mentality problem on my side i guess.
Nowadays, i can like receive 10 or so sms from my cca teacher. He seems to have so many questions to ask me. I know he used to be a lawyer, so he is using the way lawyers questions criminals to question me. Ah, i wonder how am i going to find answers to his questions. Got to reply his sms when i am still in the middle of the lesson, after sch got to go down and meet him. I almost died during our CCA bazaar because i stood there and listened to his lecture for 1 and a half hour on the improvements he wants to see. The things that made me so mad is not because of the time i spent talking to him. He made this comments. " I feel that i am thinking too much for you, you should think more for yourself" ( Maybe some of you don find a problem in that) I am a student and my focus should be on my studies, do u think i have so much time to think about how to improve R$hN and all those proposals i have to vet. I am not paid to just to help out in RC and to find answers to all your questions. I have to do my As. U ninny! Moreover, i am getting very little help form my ppl because they just simply think that R$Hn is a super slack CCA. First Aid club used to be damn slack, but we are no longer first aid club, we are called Rr$hn. We are under an organisation. SO u can imagine how busy we can really get. Those ppl only knows how to pity me, but no one really stands up to help because they are busy with their school work too. ( can't be helped right?) What does that goes to show? i am NoT CapAble at all. haiz. TMl will be out for the entire day due to that again. I am in charge of some CIP thingy lah. =( I will leave home at 8 am, and only reach home 14 hours later. =(
Leaving Rc aside, now to studies. Recognised that we ppl really have to woek hard(or shld i say i have to work extra hard), As and all that are making us dizzy. The Stress is pilling up at a high gradient. Sincerely hope that all of us can scale up this high gradient with out hard work. ya, so now the main issue here is to get the momentum right. Summation P(initial)= Summation P(final) assuming that it is a perfectly elastic transistion. The mass of our brain will remain the same, so now the thing is to increase the velocity of our brain, to make it work faster and better. So by the time til our As, the total momentum will still be conserved. hahaha. ( If i say anything wrong, or got my facts wrong, please correct it for me. haha) Theory presented by yean yang( Dr). hahaha. so crappy.
Yup, Chinese new year is approaching. Hope all your preparations are almost done. haha.
Btw, is the length of my post comparable to matt's? haha. Unknowingly, we are competing the length of posts. haha. How boring can we get?> =)
Hope to see of you soon. I hope a reunion can be possible. I really miss you all. Especially my dear karin sis. nv see u for real long.........
LoVes YEaN YAng
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